My Journal

4/9/26

I hope your day was beautiful.

4/8/26

I found another person like her. And I know there's so many more. I don't know what to do or how to reach them. They haunt me. I don't understand why I was spared so much pain and disbelonging while others who started on a similar trajectory ended up in such a dark place. When he came into my life the world cracked open and love love love came pouring out. I was never the same. They aren't the same either... but it's so sick. They're so sick. It breaks my heart.

4/4/26

Truth truly is stranger than fiction. If you told me this would be my life I wouldn't believe you, but I also wouldn't trade this experience for anything. I'm so in love. So content. I have never been so happy to be alive.

4/2/26

Strange dreams. Very strange. Insights given to me by some divine force. I'm still trying to figure out what they could mean.

3/10/26

I want to have a place to put down all my thoughts for some lost soul to read but I really feel like I have nothing to say. Nothing that hasn't been already said thousands of times in a thousand different ways. Maybe I can come up with a sentence no one has ever said... but even that sentiment has been made before. Perhaps it's something beautiful, that we all live the same life.